I hate celebrating/Other news

I hate celebrating new year's eve. I haven't liked to do it for the past six years. Last night, as one of my friend's was dishing me a spoonful of pity, the light bulb came on. I HATE celebrating because my Mummsy died December 30, 2004. Yeah, puts a damper on wanting to welcome in a new year.

So, yesterday I worked (absolutely wasn't supposed to), watched season 1 of Alias, ate some salad, watched the animals move around the house, start a fire, and actually stayed up past 12:00.

Anyway, now that I've figured out why I hate it so much...maybe I can work on moving past this and celebrate 2012.

In other news, I actually filed for divorce on December 27. Apparently, I like shitty things to happen in December. If all goes well, I will be divorced June 28, 2011. That decision was a hard one. I cried all day when I walked out of the lawyer's office. I'm not willing to elaborate today, I'll save that for another day.

So to all you celebrating freaks....happy 2011!